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[Oct. 23rd, 2009|11:44 am] |
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The last time I wrote anything in here was back in May - two days before basic training. And once again I write before I leave. Tomorrow morning I'll be on a plane headed for my first duty station in California. I didn't get to see everyone I wanted to see, but I'll have to deal with it. Either way, come out to California or I'll see you around the holidays. |
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[May. 24th, 2009|06:45 pm] |
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So, it's almost here. This is my last night to party with everyone then it's off to the hotel tomorrow evening. Tuesday morning I set foot at Lackland AFB and it begins. I'm going to miss you guys. Sure, it's only 8 weeks I'll be gone, but still. I'm sure I'm going to miss something epic. Either way, get my address. I'll be looking forward to your letters. |
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| My routine... |
[May. 18th, 2009|12:26 pm] |
7:30 - 8:30 - Woken up around this time by a rude comment. Forced to eat fast food despite having said on several occasions that I don't like fast food. If I don't eat it, I'm made to feel guilty for not eating it.
5 minutes after - Lectured for everything I didn't do or finish yesterday and for the things that need to be done today and tomorrow. I'm not allowed to go anywhere until it's done. If I try to, a shit storm ensues.
1 hour into the day - Checked up on just to make sure I'm doing what I'm told. Lectured about money and reminded about how much I'm costing the family.
3 hours into the day - Checked up on again. Rude comment, short lecture about how I'm not working quickly enough.
1:00 - 2:00 - Asked "What's for lunch?" Whether or not this is a joke, I'm still not sure. My response is a simple shrug.
1 - 2 hours post lunchtime - Checked up on again. Told that I'm not working fast enough.
7:30 p.m. - Daily argument about something stupid, usually me expressing how tired of being lectured I am and how I'm reminded of my failures daily. Told I'm full of shit.
Ok, so the whole point of that was to release a bit of anger. Since my father's come home, I've been nothing but upset. Usually the nights end with me forced to grab dinner with him. If I say "no" then I'm made to feel INCREDIBLY guilty. It's not my fault you don't have any friends here, Dad. Go find some. I just got a quick lecture about something. I don't even listen anymore. I don't even feel sorry for him anymore. If he treated people like people rather than employees, maybe he'd be happier. I'm trying not to smoke but his constant nagging makes me need it. Although I must say, because of his bitching and whining I'm ready for boot camp. I figured he'd be nicer seeing as I'm about to go away for quite some time, but I guess not. Oh well, he can live here by himself all he wants. I wonder what would happen to him if he had no one to boss around at home. Well, I'm out, time to sneak out for a smoke and possibly a trip to the library. Lata!!! |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|04:23 pm] |
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God damnit. People have been here for the past few hours and already the tension is so thick you could stab it with a knife. Riding my bike always clears my head. I just say I'm going to the library. I cant go anywhere very far without gas in the car. I'm so fucked here. Already I've pissed someone off. I've ridden my bike 16 miles before. It took me almost three hours. I wonder how long it would take me to ride 26. By the time this week is done I'll try it. |
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[May. 2nd, 2009|06:07 pm] |
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This fucking sucks. A bunch of my friends graduated today and I don't have any way to go up and see them. Especially on a Saturday when all the parties are going to be raging. I've spent the past two days doing nothing but cleaning and yard work. Fuck me. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2009|02:54 pm] |
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I don't know what's going on now. I'm staying home for a long time. As long as I've got Comedy Central, I'll be ok. |
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[Apr. 1st, 2009|01:49 pm] |
Was on the radio again last night. Good times. I don't know if I'll be on again next week, actually it's highly doubtful, but I wish it would happen. If I was still a student I'd definitely find another person so we could start a show together.
Hope you folks enjoy your April Fool's day. Watch out for that worm that's all over the Internet now. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2009|03:52 pm] |
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I'm constantly amazed that I still have a Livejournal. I'm only writing in here to kill time until tomorrow. Santos is letting me observe his class while he's teaching. This should be fun. I'm fucking stoked for it. I guess I won't be out partying tonight. Oh well, no big deal. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|11:59 am] |
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Figured I'd update this thing since I'm bored out of mind and can't go anywhere thanks to the painkillers. Actually, now that I'm writing, forget it. I'd rather eat. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2008|01:33 am] |
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I'm loving life. My father's gone and I'm doing musicals again. I think that everyone who reads this should sit down one day and let me buy you a beer. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2008|12:44 am] |
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I figured I'd post something worthwhile since I can't sleep, once again. School is so-so. I never want to go, but I do so. Once I get a degree, it'll be easier to be a teacher, although I know for a fact that if I really want to be one, I could start off as a substitute then work my way up...But, no. I was supposed to be helping out with an independent film last Saturday but the motherfucker never called me. I can rarely get in touch with Santos, so it's hard to sit down and plan something out. I'll probably just plan something out by myself. I don't know. I'm tired of typing, I'm going to watch TV and try to sleep once again. |
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| NATGEO |
[Sep. 17th, 2008|06:30 pm] |
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I'm watching two men eat cooked animal penis on tv. Its interesting. Apparently, it's supposed to help with your sex life. |
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[Sep. 14th, 2008|03:39 pm] |
I'm not quite sure why I still have a Livejournal. I never write in this thing anymore. Oh well. Tonight's initiation and all the new Zeebs are going to get fucked with pretty bad. No Dustin, we're not going to fuck them, so save the smart ass comment...I love you Red Lobster. Anyway, I plan on being drunk before everything gets started. Hello and good-bye.
By the way...I met a girl. Awesome. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2008|12:45 pm] |
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Three hours and fifteen minutes, then happy hour starts. I will drink until happy hour is over, go home, sleep, and wake up tomorrow refreshed and ready for a two hour flight to Philadelphia. I just want today to be over and done with. It's not a bad day, I just want to be in Philly. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2008|06:03 pm] |
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I searched for the translation of "Dragostea Din Tei(the Miaya-hee miaya-ha song)" on my sisters computer and the computer got really hot. I'm glad I'm a fan of a song that has the the capability to ruin computers and car stereos everywhere. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2008|03:20 pm] |
I finally told my parents about the travesty that I call last semester. They took it surprisingly well.
Already, I have to look for a new job. Every time I call work to do anything, even something as simple as asking about my paycheck, no one knows anything and I constantly get the same response, "Someone will call you back." No one ever does. The first couple of times it wasn't a big deal, but now it's downright rude and unprofessional. I can't drive up there every time I have a question. That's just a hassle.
Other than that, things are great. Sure, there's nothing to do around here but I'm used to the constant boredom. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2008|07:26 pm] |
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Still alive. Running around. Excellent. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2008|09:50 am] |
My last night was awesome. I threw up, took a shower, threw up some more (no more Killians for me!!!), went to a friends, fell asleep, woke up, drove to Santos's to crash on the couch, but he's already moved so I have the key to an empty apartment, drove home, fell asleep at the wheel and crashed into the back of some con artist then got home and almost puked some more. Now, I'm hungry. But there's no food here. Jan was supposed to buy all the food since she's being given the money, but all she wants to do is sit around and watch Gilmore Girls...
I can't wait until the fall. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2008|05:18 pm] |
Holy fuck. I have a girlfriend. I don't care if she's moving soon, I'm happy to be with her.
By the way, it's my dog's birthday. She's 7. Call me, I'll put you on speakerphone. I'm sure she'd appreciate it. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2008|02:57 pm] |
Solitude is a blessing in disguise. At first, I hated it, but when you get to thinking and watching, it's one of the best things that could ever happen to you. Going out is a privilege. Sleep early, wake up early. Daytime is wonderful. The bar is only something you go to when you've done something worthy of a celebration.
I've grown to embrace solitude. My nighttime dreams are enough to keep me writing the next day. I've forgotten how much I miss sobriety. It's been about two weeks since I've had a drink. The inebriation tonight, however, will feel awkward yet all too familiar.
Pray for me? |
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